Well, my day is nearly complete. I am going to play pool tonight after work. It will be fun! :) Then tomorrow I go for my Insulin Resistance test again. Haven't had one for 2 & 1/2 years, so I'm interested in finding out what the results will be. Today went pretty fast. Pretty slow day for a Monday, which was very surprising. No complaints from me tho. Got a 96% on my QA! YAY! I rock!!! :) hehehehe

Still got him on my brain tho!!! Can you tell? I had a friend insert some images and he found the train one. The General inserted a quote at the bottom of my last post! He's a great friend. Listens to me whenever I need an ear or two. We talked on the phone for 2 hours once! :) What a man! To sit there & listen to me! Now that takes balls! :) YAY for The General! hehehe

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Anyway, damnit! I want that man!!!! I want my only! He's the only man I've ever truly loved! And I think he's the only man that has ever truly loved me too. I just hope we can be together soon! If not, I respect his decision. I can't just expect him to run to me. He's got 10 years with her....and 2 kids. I can't and won't ask him unless he's ready to come to me. He will be mine when the time is ours!!

I love that man! :)
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Had a rough weekend. Thought about him the entire 2 days! I hope he has a safe trip. I worry about him....all the freakin' time!

I picked Kyia up after work on Saturday. I worked some buyback hours, so that will help in the money area. She was looking rough for the wear when I got her, but I got her home, cleaned her up and she was as beautiful as ever! :) We spent most of the time at home bcuz she wasn't feeling well. After I got her home, I fed her some lunch and then went & got Megan from Keegan's work. Kyia was excited to see her. We went back home & I changed her & did her hair. We went shopping & got Kyia a new beanie & gloves. They are pink & fuzzy. They look really cute on her. Kyia slept the whole night Saturday, which was good. She didn't nap much Saturday, so I expected her to sleep, but not the whole night. I'm not complaining here either, don't get me wrong. I enjoyed sleeping the whole night too!

The NFR was on this weekend, and I watched it on Saturday afternoon & again last night. All I could think about was My Only. He is on vacation this week....went to Vegas and told me he got tickets to the NFR. So as I was watching it, all I could think about was him. It sucked!!! Tho I miss the rodeo something awful. I'll have to go when they come here again this spring/summer.

Got a christmas tree from mom....but ain't got any decorations to put on it. I will get some on payday. Prolly won't be a whole lot, but at least there will be something on it. There will be a lot UNDER it tho! :) hehehe That's what the kids want the most....who cares what's ON it....but what's UNDER it!

God, I can't get him out of my head! I hope everything goes ok. And I really hope he comes back home and is MINE! I know that's really bad to say...but damnit, I love that man! He said that he will let me know when he comes back what's going on. And I'm being selfish and greedy, but damnit, we're meant to be together. He's mine and I want him!!! Well, I guess that's all for right now. I'll check back with ya later!

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