Tears

Sometimes they burst out of happiness, other times out of necessity.
But mine only burst for the lost hope that you someday let me love you again.
My tears burst because I have to surrender to the fact of never seeing a glimpse of love in your eyes again.
My tears burst in frustration because my heart is trying to eliminate this immense pain it feels.
My tears burst for wanting you so much, for the desire of wanting you, and not being able to have you. Because you are just a wonderful, magical illusion.
My tears bursts for wanting to end these feelings for you, for my sadness, for my fear of never loving again.

Missing You

Your presence made me feel so good,
no one knew me but you understood.
The darkness lifted when you were near;
Your smiling face, eyes so sincere.

Feeling you near and Seeing your face
made me warm, it filled my heart.
I miss seeing the expressions of your face,
I miss feeling the security of your embrace.

We got along, were so much alike,
we knew you would leave, but kissed inspite.
You were the only person I felt safe around,
when you left, my heart crashed to the ground.

You had to go to pursue your Dreams.
I'm happy for you and so it seems,
We may see each other again, someday,
in real life or maybe in Dreams play.

I remember you loved me, for that I am glad,
you were always there when I was sad.
You held me close and took my hand.
I will miss you Forever...And...
~I Love You~
¶ 3:23:00 PM