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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
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Sorry General.....Got busy last night with the X-box. Anyway....here it is....

Well, one of my babies is 6. I'm freaking old! LOL Kody was 6 on Saturday. Kamron turns 8 on the 23rd. I broke for an X-box. They love it....and so does their mama! :-D She stayed up far too late Sunday night playing! LOL They like it a lot. :) Kyia will be back late Friday or early Saturday. I've missed her running around the house. It sucks not to have her underneath my feet all the time! LOL I can't wait to have her home! I've missed her far too much! :-(

FUK! I can't get Nate out of my head. It's been 14 days since I've talked to him last. That's 336 hours.....20160 minutes.....1209600 seconds. (Thanks to timeanddate.com for the calculations.) That's a long time. I miss him. A lot. We had a relationship for a long time. Well, a long time in my book. We had a relationship for 9 months. 9 months & 6 days. 280 days. 6720 hours. 403200 minutes. 24192000 seconds. (Again, thanks to timeanddate.com.) That's a long freaking time in my book. But I guess it's best that we're done now. I wanted a little more than he could give. And he couldn't give it, so, it's best that we have gone our separate ways. I guess it's all for the best. I made a scrapbook of the Madison Lionz 2004 season. I made it quite some time ago. I figured if this season was going to be his last, I will make it memorable. I never got a chance to give it to him, so I asked the General last night if he would give it to him today. He asked me why. I said so I don't keep looking through it and wanting Nate. He thought it would be a good idea to get rid of it. His lunch is at 2:30 today, so I am going to take it over there and give it to the General so he can give it to Nate. Then I will be done. That chapter will be closed. I just hope for the best for him. I wish things would be different. I wish he would have at least given me the courtesy to tell me it was over instead of letting me hang for all this time. Oh well, I guess it just goes to show how much he REALLY cared about me! FUKR!

Anyway....I worry about the General sometimes. With all these girls. He is an awesome guy and any girl would be lucky to have him. I just hope he gets a good girl. One that treats him like he should be treated! He deserves it. I just hope he can find someone to make him happy. :) Love ya General!!
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