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Friday, May 07, 2004
Here I go again...........
Well, the General just left and I cried. It was only for a few minutes, but still, I cried. I'm thankful that we will still be able to talk and see each other. I will get to hang out with him -- even more often now than not because for the first 8 weeks he'll be 8 to 5. I'm off at 6, so we'll get to hang all the time. I'm pretty psyched about it! I've got to get some film for the camera tonight too. I wanna get lots of pictures of the game. I am so very excited to go to the game tomorrow. General isn't too into football, but he talked to NM today and NM said it will be fun. So General is looking a little more towards going. We'll have fun. I know we will. :-) I've got to get the car cleaned & ready to go tho. See if I can get the oil changed. I will prolly end up just paying for it since Dad can't get to it before tomorrowat 5. We will leave Idaho Falls about 5:45 in order to get to the field by 6:30. General didn't think we'd need to take chairs. "I don't think we'll do much sittin'" he said! :) You're right General -- we prolly won't. LOL I'm glad to have such awesome friends!!! :-) THANKS GENERAL!
My friends are leaving!!
Well, today is General's last day here at CP. He sent out his farewell email yesterday and I cried. He came over to my desk and told me to stop. He's just going next door. At least he'll get off before 10 pm now! LOL Yay General! :) Now we can finally go out & have fun!! I'm just worried that I won't have anyone to talk to anymore. The General knows EVERYTHING that's happened to me the last 6 months. He's my BEST FRIEND! I hate the fact that he won't be in the same building as me, but at least he's only next door! And if that isn't just shitty, here's another reason for an emotionally upsetting day!!!! NM was out yesterday. I was worried, but I figured he was just with his son -- who ended up in the hospital Tuesday night. And I was right. He just spent the day with him yesterday. Anyway, NM called me this morning letting me know he was fine and all was ok. Good, glad to hear it! He told me his last day would be next Friday -- May 14 instead of May 28 because Qwest wanted him in the May 17 class. OMG!!! I did not need to hear that!! I'm already having a hard time. He told me this morning when I got in that I "you knew it was coming, just as I did. It shouldn't come as a surprise." I just didn't think it would be so soon. That doesn't leave us much time together!!! IT SUX!! REALLY BAD! REALLY, REALLY BAD!!! But it's like I told him this morning -- I'll be ok, you're just going next door!!! It's not like I'm never gonna see either of 'em ever again! I just won't be able to see them every day. That is what's gonna suck!!! But there is always chat, email & phones -- but not for NM. I can't call him! That just won't work! Albeit, I wish I could. :) Ah well, I can dream! I'll be fine! I have faith in myself!!! :-) I'm out for now!