I found a few poems online and I wanted to post them. They sum up a lot of what he means to me......Here they are:

Never Have I Fallen

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

Love

Love is like a lump of gold,
Hard to get, and hard to hold.
Of all the guys I've ever met,
You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best.

Perfection in my Eyes

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Will you ever?

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where id be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

Motionless

If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here,
So you’d always hold me, close and near.
In your arms, where I’m meant to be,
Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me.

A bond so strong, a hold so tight,
To know you’re the one; my ‘Mr Right’.
A blessing sent from up above,
In you I’ve found my one true love.

Our lives entwined to be as one,
Upon this journey we’ve just begun.
Where you and I will find no less,
Than eternal love and happiness.

What I Love About You

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
and the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

Dreams

I dream of your touch while you are away,
I dream of your smile all through the day,
I remember the day,
You came into my life,
I dream of the day I will be your wife.

I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you,
I dream of the day I can say I do.
To be your wife,
To be together for life,
Is a dream I have,
Every night.
¶ 3:05:00 PM

Ok, ok, ok.....Ever since that song by Kelis came out, I've been called Milkshake. So I decided to get the lyrics and post them right here.

Milkshake by Kelis

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
And they're like, it's better than yours
Damn right it's better than yours
I could teach you
But I have to charge

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
And they're like, it's better than yours
Damn right it's better than yours
I could teach you
But I have to charge

I know you want it
The thing that makes me
What the guys go crazy for
They lose their minds
The way I whine
I think it's time

La,La,La,La,La
Warm it up
La,La,La,La,La
The boys are waiting
La,la,La,La,La
Warm it up
La,La,La,La,La
The boys are waiting

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
And they're like, it's better than yours
Damn right it's better than yours
I could teach you but I have to charge

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
And they're like, it's better than yours
Damn right it's better than yours
I could teach you but I have to charge

I see you're on it
You want me to teach thee
Techniques that freaks these boys
It can't be bought
Just know things get caught
Watch if you're smart

La,La,La,La,La
Warm it up
La,La,La,La,La
The boys are waiting
La,La,La,La,La,
Warm it up
La,La,La,La,La
The boys are waiting

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
And they're like, it's better than yours
Damn right it's better than yours
I could teach you but I have to charge

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
And they're like, it's better than yours
Damn right it's better than yours
I could teach you but I have to charge

Oh, once you get involved
Everyone will look this way, so
You must maintain your charm
same time maintain your halo
Just get the perfect(land?)
Plus what you have within
Then next his eys are squint
Then he's picked up your scent

La,La,La,La,La
Warm it up
La,La,La,La,La
The boys are waiting
La,La,La,La,La
Warm it up
La,La,La,La,La
The boys are waiting

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
And they're like, it's better than yours
Damn right it's better than yours
I could teach you but I have to charge

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
And they're like, it's better than yours
Damn right it's better than yours
I could teach you but I have to charge
¶ 9:41:00 AM

Wow.....Where do I begin? I can't tell this man enough how much I love him. I just want to tell him all the time. We had a lot of fun yesterday talking. He is the only man to really bring me tears -- tears of joy. We talked on & off yesterday via email and before he left, I told him I wanted to share with him an entry in my online diary. Here is what I wrote to him....

I have something I want to share with you, so let me know before you leave.....

Well I'm leaving here shortly.......What's up?

Now I don't normally share entries in my online diary with anyone...but I just have a feeling .... a need .... to share one in particular with you.....

Please do.

Here it is.......Please let me know what your thoughts are after reading it.....

The Only One Who Knows

I got your back, you got mine,
I'll help you out anytime.
If your broken heart needs to mend,
I'll be right there, to the end.
To see you hurt, to see you cry,
Makes me weep and wanna die.
Don't you ever doubt this love of mine,
It's yours to have until the end of time.
You have my heart, you have my soul, our love forever grows,
You are my first, you are my last, your the only one who knows.

I remember getting this poem a few months ago. It was October 29, 2003 and it was totally unexpected. It was very welcomed, but unexpected. We've had our ups and we've had our downs. He has made me a better person and I have made him a better person. Words can't express how deep my love is for him and how we were so meant to be together. I cannot love anyone else because I love him. There's no other way to put it. He makes me feel so needed, so wanted and so loved. I don't know what I would have done if God had not allowed him into my life. I thank God every day for bringing him into my life. All the good times, all the not-so-good times, I wouldn't trade any of it. It's helped make me who I am today. I'm a much stronger person because of him. We are both survivors and will continue to be. That's our strongest thread. WE ARE SURVIVORS! I have a new sense of faith because of him. I have a new sense of what it means to throw a golf club because of him. The word "Glitter" will never be the same because of him. I will forever know what it means to be loved and to have loved because of him. That is something I will always treasure for all of eternity.

Wow-

How do I respond to that?

The last two line of that poem mean the most to me. They actually took the longest to write. I knew what I wanted to say and how I wanted to end the poem, but I couldn't find a way to give what we had justice on paper. I hope that someday I can declare to the whole world and not just to you, that you indeed have my heart, and my soul.

You have and always will "Complete Me". You make my heart whole. You fill a void in my heart that I have never ever been able to fill before. I hope you understand what you truly mean to me.

I think I need to make a small addition to that last line of that poem...............

"You are my first, you are my last, your the only one who knows.......and loves....."The REAL Me"

I do love you. Every part of you. The "REAL" you. You already know how much you mean to me. There is no way we can give what we have justice on paper...it's next to impossible. I know that someday you can declare to the whole world and not just to me, that I indeed have your heart, and your soul. I have faith that, that day will come.

You make not only my heart complete, but you complete my SOUL, the very part of me that I have never opened up for anyone. I love you, every last inch of you. I love you for YOU. Everything you are I love. I love you for your strengths, I love you for your weaknesses. There is one last thing I want you to read & think about before you go......

It is so.....so...... "US"

A happy union is not one of perfect partners, but the triumph of love over imperfections.

I truly do know what I mean to you, and I know you know what you mean to me. I will forever love you.

Natalie-
I for the first time in my life am having a hard time telling someone that I love them. But I think you know that I always have and alwasy will. I have no idea what the future has in store for either one of us, but I know that I want you a part of my future. I think there are a million songs that could describe our love for each other. But I think this one sums it up pretty good for us both. It's by Babeface and it's called:

"When can I see you again?"

When can my heart beat again
When does the pain ever end
When do the tears stop from running over
When does you'll get over it begin

I hear what you're sayin'
But I swear that it's not making sense
So when can I see you

When can I see you again
When can my heart beat again
When can I see you again
And when can I breathe once again
And when can I see you again

When does my someday begin
When I'll find someone again
And what if I still am not truly over
What am I supposed to do then

Please hear what I'm sayin'
Even if, if it's not making sense
So when can I see you

This song means so much to me. It really speaks from my heart about how I've tired to get over you and the fact that I can't. I hope you can get the true meaning of this song!

"You can't stop what God intended, instead you can only delay the joy that he really has in store for you".

I couldn't say anything or respond to that bcuz I was in tears. I have loved this man since October. There's no way I can get over him. Nor do I want to. I would love to have in him my life forever. Anyway....back to our show! :)

Say something please........

I can't......

Then I will..........

I'm crying too hard....

Do the words, "I Love You" help at all?

Of course....

Well Sweetie-

I'm heading out, Stand up and let me tell you with my eyes what I just told you on paper.

Have a great night and think about me. I'll be thinking of you.

Your only......

I think about you all the time....every day of my life....

I Love you

Wow...I still get teary eyed just reading it. He makes me crazy in love! I love feeling this way! :) Well, that's all for now. ¶ 8:46:00 AM