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Monday, July 19, 2004
A new blog
I like the format of the new blogger, I get to change stuff easier now! LOL No more HTML editing -- well, for now! :) And if there is any more HTML editing -- I'll leave that up to the General! Luv ya General!!! Ok, so I haven't blogged for a while. There's not a whole lot new going on. Things are just going........ I've decided not to put my heart back into my "relationship" with Nate. He's broken it twice. I'm not going to allow him to do it again. I love the man with all my heart, but I'm not risking hurt again. I will go into it like we did in the beginning -- just as sex. I haven't emailed him today at all. I won't. I'll let him come to me. I can move on. I've got lots of guys out there that I can hang with. And I've got BK. :) She'll take care of me. LOL I just don't know if I can handle just her. Can I live without man sex? I dunno. I have always had man sex. Ever since I was 14. God, I sound like a ho! LOL Oh well, if the shoe fits! I don't think I can live without man sex. Hell, I KNOW I can't live without man sex. I won't even try! Anyway.......I colored my hair again. But this time it's back to normal color. And, damn, do I look different! HOLY COW!! I don't look like me. LOL I came into work today and people were like WOW! And I'm like....I KNOW! But it's a good change. It's just wierd. I haven't had this hair color for almost a year now! And a year is a long time! I think I got it colored in September/October last year. Yep almost a year. WOW! I am happy with it though, and that is what matters most. It is almost August! My boys will be 6 & 8 in August. Kody will be 6 in 3 weeks and Kamron will be 8 in 5 weeks. Where the muthafuk did those years go? I can't believe Kyia is 2 already. That means I'll be 30 next March! OMG! Oh well, Nate will be 30 in 3 & 1/2 months. LOL ARGH! I just can't keep him out of my thoughts, can I? No, I can't. As much as I try, I just can't. Sometimes I hate it too! I wish I could just forget he ever came into my life. NO! I take that back. I wish some of the things that happened between him & I never happened. There, that's a better statement. I love him. I truly believe he is my soulmate. But, while he is with his wife, I will not put my heart in our "relationship" again. Once he is gone from his wife, I will give him everything I have. But not again -- until then.
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