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Friday, May 07, 2004
My friends are leaving!!
Well, today is General's last day here at CP. He sent out his farewell email yesterday and I cried. He came over to my desk and told me to stop. He's just going next door. At least he'll get off before 10 pm now! LOL Yay General! :) Now we can finally go out & have fun!! I'm just worried that I won't have anyone to talk to anymore. The General knows EVERYTHING that's happened to me the last 6 months. He's my BEST FRIEND! I hate the fact that he won't be in the same building as me, but at least he's only next door! And if that isn't just shitty, here's another reason for an emotionally upsetting day!!!! NM was out yesterday. I was worried, but I figured he was just with his son -- who ended up in the hospital Tuesday night. And I was right. He just spent the day with him yesterday. Anyway, NM called me this morning letting me know he was fine and all was ok. Good, glad to hear it! He told me his last day would be next Friday -- May 14 instead of May 28 because Qwest wanted him in the May 17 class. OMG!!! I did not need to hear that!! I'm already having a hard time. He told me this morning when I got in that I "you knew it was coming, just as I did. It shouldn't come as a surprise." I just didn't think it would be so soon. That doesn't leave us much time together!!! IT SUX!! REALLY BAD! REALLY, REALLY BAD!!! But it's like I told him this morning -- I'll be ok, you're just going next door!!! It's not like I'm never gonna see either of 'em ever again! I just won't be able to see them every day. That is what's gonna suck!!! But there is always chat, email & phones -- but not for NM. I can't call him! That just won't work! Albeit, I wish I could. :) Ah well, I can dream! I'll be fine! I have faith in myself!!! :-) I'm out for now!