Had a good talk with him just a little bit ago. Now we're both on the same page. He told me that yesterday didn't go down like he wanted it to. And he's sorry it went down like it did. I told him I understood.....that's how it had to go down. I asked him if he still loved me. He told me he did and he always would. We both agreed that he needed to be with his wife right now. He has to work on his marriage right now and if come the first of the year, if it looks like it isn't going to work out, then he's going to file for divorce. And if he does, he hopes there's room for a second chance in my life for him. I told him that there will always be room in my life for him. ALWAYS! I will always love him. I told him he had a piece of me that I will never and would never want back. And he said the same to me. I have a piece of him that he would and will never want back. We will remain friends and I feel like I will be able to and can talk to him. It doesn't matter what it's about. I told him I went out on Friday night, he said he knew. I told him I didn't do anything (I can't...not with him in my heart) but I didn't get home until 4 am. He was glad I went out and had fun. He told me I needed to go out and have fun and he encouraged it. That made me feel good. I told him I went out last night and had fun too. He knows & I know in my heart, I can't commit myself to anyone else, as there is a chance for us. I SOOOOO needed to hear that. That made my whole day. Made my whole weekend. I have his Christmas presents here and I told him I wanted him to have them. He said I didn't have to...I told him I WANTED to. He said he has one for me that he wants to give me still. I told him I would love it. :) Things will get better. I will make it through this. I know he still cares & still loves me and I still care & love him. :) YAY! He just made my day! ¶ 1:03:00 PM