Just came back from giving him his Christmas presents. He just sat there & cried. He wasn't sure quite what to think. I gave him a new towel for his golf clubs, an 18-pack of golf balls, and the most important, a bottle of Aramis Life. The reason behind the gifts.....

1. We fell in love on the golf course...simple as that. Anyone who's read my blog could have figured that one out. What a better token of where love between us was found than that?! And besides, he's always losing golf balls on the golf course....hehehe....now he just has more to lose next summer! :)

2. Aramis Life....it's an awesome smelling men's cologne. He came over smelling like it one day, I asked him what it was, and he brought me over a little sample of it. It's smells just like him. And it will always be "ours". His wife doesn't even know he likes Aramis Life. It is OURS!

He told me again that he will always love me. And that if things don't work out between him & his wife, he wants to be a part of my life. I told him I would welcome him with open arms. He said he never regretted anything that happened between us...I agreed with him. I never will either. I told him I will always have him in my heart and he will always have me in his heart. He told me I was right. He asked me if we could sit down and talk when he got back so he could tell me everything that happened and what he has decided. I told him he knew how to get a hold of me. He said he would. He then thanked me for yesterday. I thanked him for today....and we both said, "And we'll see about tomorrow!"

He then drove off......................................

I cried as I walked back up to the building, but in my heart, I'm feeling better about things. We may not be together today or tomorrow, but I know we will be together eventually. I LOVE THAT MAN! AND I KNOW HE LOVES ME!!! :) ¶ 6:48:00 PM