Today I get to spend some time with NM. I am excited. Any time I can spend with him, no matter what we do, I cherish. I can't wait to get my groove on. :-) That man rocks my world!! Last night I got to stay home with Kody instead of play pool. I was glad I got to. We try to read every night before bed time. I've found that he goes to bed much easier when we do read.

I am also sad. Many of my friends & co-workers are going to Qwest. Yes it is more money. I know they will do GREAT. I am sad to see them go. I don't know if I will be able to chat with them. :-( I am extremely sad that NM will go. He has his final interview this week. I'm sure he has the job. He is a great coach and has the skills to be great over there. I'm just afraid he'll leave me. I am going to talk about that with him today. I honestly, believe in my heart, he won't. But I am just scared. It's natural. But it will be good for him. He has the chance to earn more and provide more for his kids. I will support him in every decision he makes. No matter the hurt it causes me. He knows that and I know that. We've been down this road before. Our love is strong enough to survive! :)

More later when I return from my rendezvouz!!!!!!!!!>:) ¶ 9:39:00 AM