This is just going to be a post of random thoughts...don't know how coherent it will be tho. So we'll just go from there. I gave nate his OCC motorcycle yesterday because he was wearing the shirt I bought him this last weekend. I just took a break and ran over there at his lunch and gave it to him. I just wanted to take him in my arms right then & there. God I miss him. I miss him lots. I'm doing better than I thought I would. Part of me wants to see how long it takes him to contact me. So I did. I did it this morning. I didn't email him at all -- I waited for him to email me. It took him a bit, but he finally did. He emailed me at 10:19 this morning. I got here at 9:30, so almost an hour. Not too shabby in my book. :) Besides, he's not supposed to be emailing me at all. So I can't really complain. I just hope we can spend some more time together next week. We may not be able to spend a whole lot of time together, but when we do, we make it memorable! LMAO

I miss hanging with the General -- we're gonna have to get together this weekend or next week. We have lots of fun when we're together. I miss him! :( He's a great friend and I'd hate to lose touch with him!! I LOVE YA GENERAL!

Is it written somewhere in stone that the weather has to be good during the week and then when the weekend hits so shitty? It's got to be, because that's what it has been like the past couple of days. It's hotter than hell out there until like 6:00 at night then it gets yukky!! WTMF? Tho this weekend is supposed to be good. Damn well better be, this girl needs to lose some pounds. :) I can't get too much exercise when it's yukky out. And I'm not gonna go back to smokin' crack (tho, the thought has crossed my mind!) J/K Sounds like a good idea, but it's just too damn expensive! lol I'm kidding, I'm kidding. The urge is always there, but I always over come it! I'd rather be suckin' on Nate! Damn outloud voice again!

Speaking of Nate (AGAIN!)....He left today about 2:00 to drive up to Kalispell, MT for his game. It is tomorrow at 5:00 and his team is expected to win. I hope they do. Then they will be 4 & 3. :) A far cry from 1 & 3 they were when they started playing their games at home! I hope he has a safe trip, wins, and comes back in one piece.

Anyway.....I'd better end this post of random thoughts.....before I empty everything out of my head and have nothing left in there! :) ¶ 5:39:00 PM